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Dynamic Dishwasher Diagnosis

18 Saturday Oct 2025

Posted by Chip Hewette in Engineering

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ai, artificial-intelligence, chatgpt

Like many homeowners, I finally broke down and broke out a few dollars to renovate my downstairs. It was 2021. Not a good year for more than one reason. But, for a while now, we have enjoyed our “new” downstairs.

In the renovation, we purchased all new kitchen appliances. Very advanced models, WiFi connected, quiet, and fully featured. However, one appliance seems to have a mind of its own. It is the dishwasher.

Over the past months, we’ve had numerous occasions to power cycle the dishwasher to break it out of a non-stop beep bop whistle flashy lights mode. Sometimes it happens, but of late, it seems to be rarer. Unless the cook has been power cycling behind my back. Which she probably has.

More recently, a distinct whine has been heard. It started faintly, but grew in volume and duration. Now, it is a non-stop electromechanical sound. You just know this is not good.

Since the chief cook is now required to be the bottle washer too, I decided to investigate. In my new role as a retired engineer, I have taken tasks like this on with more patience and no curse words. I try very hard to just do enough to diagnose and repair. Instead of pulling the dishwasher out of the cabinet area, and poking around various high-tech and low-tech subassemblies, I took things slowly.

First, I made sure the drain was free from debris and that the dishwasher was able to pull water out of the cabinet and into the pipes. No issues there. Having had to repair the drain pump before, when a tiny metal pivot pin fell out of a cheese grater, I was hoping the drain motor did work well.

Now, with the noise still obvious, I decided to look at the circulation pump. Inside the cabinet, I took out the racks, the four-arm spinner, the drain screen and panel, and then look at the central water area. Nothing. No dirt, slime, grit, anything. I even was able to rotate the pump motor from above, just a bit. And best of all, I did NOT drop any screws into the drain sump!

Now what? As my favorite and first boss Kenneth Cunningham of Cloverleaf Servicenter would say “I’ll tell you whut…” Kenneth could always tell a story with a grin that exposed a few ounces of Redman tobacco. In today’s world, where I can’t call Kenneth to ask for advice, I decided to try ChatGPT.

I’ve been using ChatGPT with great success lately. Working on some big datasets, analyzing those columns for their possible effect, I’ve found AI can certainly write scripts to allow the computer to do the simple tasks like deleting columns, creating new columns, evaluating entries against numerical limits, that sort of thing. It’s been so helpful, to have time to think about the data, to model it, and to get answers from it rather than ponder how to write code in a new computer language. Old dog, new tricks? Not gonna happen. But, with ChatGPT, the old dog is definitely doing new tricks.

So I inquired of ChatGPT what might be making a dishwasher noise. It’s a computer, but it is much like Hal from 2001 A Space Odyssey. It writes back to you as if it is a person. Sometimes I even find myself saying please and thank you to a computer. That I pay a monthly fee to do what I tell it to do!

ChatGPT, in a flash, suggests a few possibilities. Then it says “or you can upload a short audio clip…and I’ll identify the sound source for you.” As John McEnroe famously said “You cannot be serious!”

Having put the dishwasher back together, I pulled the iPhone out, and told Sandy The Little White Dog to be quiet. I started the dishwasher up, and hit the record button on the iPhone Voice Memo app. After the initial sump clearing noise, the offending whine started. I then made another recording of just the whine sound.

Back at the MacBook Pro M4Pro with 48GB of RAM, I discovered those files in my iCloud account. Being .m4a file type, I was not hopeful that ChatGPT could “listen” to them. Sure enough, I had to learn how to use Apple Music to import and convert the .m4a to .mp3. Trivial, but certainly silly, for Apple to be so provincial about sound files. At least Apple has the convert utility inside the Music app, and I don’t have to purchase software.

Back to ChatGPT. I uploaded the first sound file. ChatGPT correctly interpreted the dishwasher operation cycle. It knew that the first sound was the sump drain pump motor, and the second sound was the circulation pump motor. Wow! I then uploaded the second file, of just the circulation pump motor. ChatGPT, in literally two seconds, presented me with a full analysis of the sound in both frequency and time domains. It even knew, from the frequency, that the pump motor is the inverter type (so says the dishwasher door, on a spiffy badge glued thereon.). How in the world?

The AI even knows the motor part number…

So, with a ten-year inverter motor warranty (so says the dishwasher badge), I wrote the manufacturer a nice e-mail. I included the .mp3 file and the ChatGPT analysis and conclusion. I hope they send me a new motor. It would be nice if they send a repairman to install the motor too. We’ll see.

I am amazed at the utility of ChatGPT. How in the world can it have such insight from information found on the WWW? How can it know the frequency domain of an inverter motor? How can it differentiate between a drain pump motor and a circulation pump motor? Who told “it” these facts about two different motors on a common dishwasher? Who gave it a language interface that I can understand? Who knew it needed to create graphs to convey facts visually? How did it know to analyze a sound file in two “dimensions” and show both to me?

I haven’t given ChatGPT a name yet. Hal is already taken. And Hal was mean. Alexa and Siri are in widespread use. Maybe someday I’ll choose a name for it. I remember how hard it was to choose my younger daughter’s name. We wanted it to be perfect. For ChatGPT, I just need a moniker. The more I think about it, the more I think “Isaac” might be ideal. Mr. Newton was no intellectual slouch. He knew more about more than anyone. I think ChatGPT may someday surpass even his vast factual knowledge.

Remembering The Dukes

11 Saturday Oct 2025

Posted by Chip Hewette in Christianity

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Every week I watched a show that in this clip is fondly remembered. Nothing better than a story of good vs evil, family fealty, and true love. You could compare this show to Robin Hood, created over many years of folk tales in the Middle Ages. There’s a bad king, his corrupt sheriff, a hero, the hero’s stalwart true friend, a specially skilled companion, a band of merry men, a countryside of safety, money to steal, money to return, a beautiful maiden, and a wise old man. There’s horse riding, leaping on the saddle, jumping over creeks, and even archery with flaming arrows. The good guys wear blue jeans and plaid armor and the bad guys wear funny hats and costumes like court jesters. Honor drives action that goes beyond the possible. Best of all, the family name of the good guys is a royal title. A tale as old as time?

Towing Tink The Truck

02 Wednesday Jul 2025

Posted by Chip Hewette in Engineering, Short Stories

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short-story, travel

December 4, 2018 was an adventure.

It began when Kathryn Leigh found Tink the Truck failing to start, failing to be a reliable 1995 Ford F150, soon after her nuptials. Paying $15 each way to catch a Lyft to work on a yeoman’s salary for a week, or bumming rides from coworkers, was a problem. Paying $400 to a mechanic to fix Tink, only to find Tink not fixed, was even worse. Being a newlywed, and facing the unknown of ongoing Tink maintenance, and the extraordinarily high gasoline cost at only 10 mpg, Kathryn and Ian decided to stop driving the 23-year-old treasure and to purchase a new Nissan Kicks, a tiny SUV with 31/36 mpg. Tink the Truck needed to find her way back to Richmond. Dad?

So, Dad decided to make it all happen, as only Dads could do. I called a friend with a trailer, and begged for a window of time to drag Tink back to Ashland. Friends being friends, a plan came together. Start early, finish before the friend’s wife and kids knew what time it was, and continue on with the day of hockey games and other holiday family events. I grabbed the best breakfasts McDonald’s could make for the two of us and headed over at oh-dark-thirty Sunday morning.

Filling up the Suburban, hooking up the trailer, and getting to Newport News was easy. We shared stories of work, life, and some dreams of RV life. As expected, we made it to the newlywed’s apartment by 8:40 am. There was Tink. Thankfully the apartment had a ring road, making it possible to align the Suburban and trailer with Tink and not block anyone, and make it out of the complex without backing up.

Ramps from the Bri-Mar trailer were pulled out, and magically on a very warm morning, Tink started. This was great, since winching a vehicle up onto a trailer is so much more challenging, especially with an inch to spare on either side. With some guidance, Tink was driven up on the flatbed. It was not too difficult to get her up there and lashed down. I saw the new Nissan up close, and gave Kathryn a hug for making a great decision. The ramps were moved from the roadway back into the trailer, into their rectangular storage compartments under the flat bed. Spring-loaded ramp locks were engaged. The ramps were pulled and prodded to see that they were truly locked into position. I checked. My friend checked. Kathryn saw us check.

On the trailer, Tink’s weight showed us that one of the four trailer tires was low. Mighty low. We made our way to a 7-11 with a new computerized air dispenser. The notebook paper taped to the gizmo announced, sadly, that it was broken. Of course, this was only visible after making it to the gizmo, not from the road. Circling the parking lot, we made our way to a Raceway and found another air dispenser. Only $1.75! It used to be 25 cents. The tire, down to 35 psi, was slowly pumped up to 65 psi. The other three were bumped up a bit. And, Tink the Truck was on the road again, so to speak.

Construction on I-64 continues to vex all travelers, particularly those in Suburbans towing Bri-Mar flatbed trailers with 1995 Ford F150 trucks atop. Tractor-trailers meander into the travel lanes, jersey walls approach with impunity, and orange-white barrels announce repeatedly that traffic will be slow for many years to come. In amongst the paved and unpaved sections of the interstate, a few big bumps were felt. The trailer marker lights on the driver’s side went out, but the brake and turn signals were still working. On we went.

Once we made it to Ashland, some 72 miles away, we began the process of moving Tink to a parking spot. There, we saw it. Rather, we didn’t see it. We didn’t see one of the two ramps needed to unload Tink. The right trailer ramp escaped the trailer while pulling Tink the Truck from Newport News to Richmond. No idea how. No idea where. We did the only thing we could do, leaving Tink on the trailer. My friend returned me to my 2006 Buick LaCrosse, also known as the Red Sled, so I could head back to look for the ramp.

From the Short Pump area, I grabbed a simply awful McRib sandwich at McDonalds. My head hurt. My heart hurt. What was a great mission, was now compromised. Where was the ramp? How would we find it? How would I find it? Without a ramp, how would Tink ever get off the trailer?

I called my bride. She began searching the Waze app online for signs of debris in the roadway, or accidents. Nothing. I put the Red Sled into D for “drag” and rushed back to exit 250A and the apartment complex. I retraced our route carefully. I went to the apartment. I went into the 7-11 lot. I went into the Raceway lot. I followed the interstate westbound scanning for anything long and straight and black.

I thought I saw it, there on the right. It was long and straight, and looked a bit bent. The next exit, exit 220, was only a few miles to the west. I stopped there, gassed up, and thought about the situation. If that was the ramp, I needed my trunk empty. Better to do this here, than on the side of the interstate. I took the protective towel I use on the seat after workouts and put it on the passenger seat. I stacked the two milk crates full of water bottles and other travel junk on the seat, and the protein drink box in the footwell. I put my volunteer police bag on the front edge of the seat, balancing it against the dashboard. The umbrellas went between the transmission tunnel and the back seat. I folded the back seats forward, making the trunk as long as it could be.

I then turned around. I went back to exit 227, and turned back around to head west. I made my way back to the 224 milepost, and looked at the object again. Gatorback. Just a long tire cap, laid out lengthwise, looking like a ramp. But, I knew, I felt, I was certain, the ramp was near. I don’t know how I knew. I just knew. Just after exit 220, I found the ramp in the grass about ten feet off the interstate. Whizzing by at 65 mph, I was certain. I brought the Red Sled to a stop, and pulled well off the interstate. Hoping it was truly there, I popped the trunk open, just unlocked, but not flipped up. Hazards on, I was ready.

In my volunteer police bag, I have a garish neon green-yellow-orange safety vest. And, a pair of garish yellow kevlar-reinforced safety gloves. I reasoned that if the ramp were damaged, it might be sharp-edged. So, I pulled the items out of the bag and donned them. About 100 yards to the rear, maybe a bit further, I found the ramp. No signs of impact. No damage. No shiny scrapes. No idea how it made it ten feet off the interstate, into the grass. No idea. With my best imitation of a soldier pulling a wounded comrade to safety, I dragged the ramp to the Buick. In less than thirty seconds I had it back to the Buick, and in the trunk. Yes, the Red Sled trunk with seats folded forward can hold a 63 inch long ramp with ease. Not many cars can do this.

How the ramp left the trailer, we don’t know. The rough road and jarring impacts through the I-64 construction zones didn’t help, I’m sure. No doubt something sprung loose at the rear of the trailer just for a minute. Maybe the ramp slid out and down, and spiraled slowly away from the travel lane.

Looking on eBay for Bri-Mar ramps, I saw that a single ramp was $269 plus $48 shipping.
I’m sure it is worth every penny, but I am also glad that I can put $269 into repairing Tink. It should be just enough for two fuel pumps and a fuel pump driver module, whatever that is.

I’m thankful for a friend who took time this morning to help. Thankful for 20/15 corrected vision to see items like this at 70 mph 10 feet off the road. Thankful for 16 years of police volunteer experience looking for issues like this, and training on how to stop and start on the interstate. Thankful for safety equipment on hand. Thankful for the Red Sled. Thankful for Godly prompts to be ready for action.

Life is an adventure.

To EV Or Not To EV, That Is The Question

08 Sunday Jun 2025

Posted by Chip Hewette in Engineering, Travel & Leisure

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cars, electric-cars, electric-vehicles, ev, tesla

While thinking about purchasing a small car for my retirement, I couldn’t help but wonder if an electric vehicle would be right for me.  I did some reading online.  I did some searching.  I saw dozens of ads on my social media feeds for various vehicles.  I contacted VW dealers to find their heavily-promoted lease deal – and as you might expect, no vehicles matching the advertisement terms actually physically existed on a lot.  So much for advertising.  Dare I say “bait and switch?”

I decided to test drive a Tesla one Saturday.  That was an experience.  Our local dealer is much like an austere modern hotel lobby, with airport-like furniture, a welcome desk, coffee pod service, and three vehicles to see.  With my appointment, I was able to jump into a Tesla in a few minutes of consultation from the consultant and see what all the excitement was about.

Let me tell you, Teslas are different.  The style, the interior, the controls, the touchscreen, and the performance are all beyond the norm.  I think that’s what Tesla wants—to be what I need, rather than what I expect.  Zooming up an on-ramp, the dual motors brought me to extra-legal speed in complete silence.  The cameras were amazing, presenting a new real-time view of my surroundings.  

I checked on the Tesla insurance cost, with my independent agent.  At my age, with my driving record, I expected a reasonable rate.  I was glad to be sitting down at my computer when the quote came in.  Three times the annual insurance cost of The Big White Truck or the Lexus RX350.  Gee whiz!  I keystroked all the figures into a spreadsheet (yes, I still use Excel spreadsheets even though I’m retired) to see what the monthly cost might be, for all of it.  Lease payment, insurance, and the savings rumored to be possible with an electric vehicle all went into the calculations.  It wasn’t what I expected.

So, with that awareness, that careful study, I returned to the search for a vehicle that would excite my heart.  I found it.  A 2023 MINI Cooper Clubman.  Absolutely perfect.  Sea Island Blue, pale grey interior, 28K miles, factory warranty, extended warranty, new tires…it all made sense.  I wrote the check and drove home with a big smile on my wrinkled face.  No EVs for now.

But, I still wondered about electric vehicles.  Could an electric vehicle work, as an in-town runabout?  Researching travel plans for a trip to Fort Myers, I discovered that Hertz had a Manager’s Mystery Special on EVs.  Only $144 for a long weekend?  Sounded super, and best of all, I could really experience living with the EV.

We flew to Fort Myers, with the all-too-common airline delays.  Leaving RIC was not going as planned.  The AA app dinged time and time again, with new departure times.  We were delayed so long we had only 30 minutes to traipse across CLT to the flight to RSW.  And I thought booking a trip with a two-hour layover for lunch was perfect.  Leave it to AA to make things exciting.

At RSW, at the Hertz lot, I looked for my car.  You know, I’m in the Hertz President’s Circle so I get to walk all the way across the garage to my car just like you. I finally found the EV.  Would it be a Tesla?  Would it be uber-cool?  In the darkness of the garage, we found it.  It wasn’t a Tesla.  Not a VW.  Not a Subaru.  It was a Polestar.  A what?  I know the polestar is the North Star, from my Boy Scout days.  What’s a Polestar vehicle?

Turns out it is a Volvo.  A Volvo?  As I’ve owned seven Volvos it is only fitting that my Manager’s Mystery Special is a Volvo.  There sat a chunky clunky grey ghost of a car.  It didn’t look like my first Volvo, a 1972 station wagon.  At all.

We opened the trunk.  Wait, it isn’t a trunk.  It’s a hatchback.  A hatchback?  That’s a throwback to the late 70’s.  We had hatchbacks then.  I thought we got rid of all those designers.  I guess what goes around comes around.  Into the hatch went the size XL plastic fantastic suitcase I snagged at the local church thrift store.  It was seriously discounted, as the donor had locked it and failed to inform anyone of the combination.  Yes, I can break into a three-dial suitcase lock.  If you see my suitcase, and need to look inside, it’s 460.

And, with the backpacks in the back seat, we endeavored to operate the Polestar.  Might as well have been a Battlestar Galactica (another 70s reference), with absolutely NO helpful instructions.  Thankfully Hertz had placed the typical key fob in the cup holder.  But, instead of an obvious START / STOP switch designation, we saw a round button with the icons for PLAY and PAUSE.  What is this, a cassette tape deck?

I pressed PLAY and the dash came to life.  No sound was heard.  But, we managed to get out of the parking space and to the garage gate attendant.  “Do you want to prepay for your electricity?  Or do you want to bring it back at this level?”  Hmmm.  I always detest how Hertz jacks up your rental cost with unnecessary charges.  “I’ll recharge it myself.”  How hard can that be, I thought.

Thankfully with an unfamiliar car we weren’t in an unfamiliar city.  But, coming to the first stop, the EV’s use of the electric motor to apply a braking force was certainly unfamiliar.  You don’t brake with a separate pedal.  You just let off the “gas pedal.”  I did.  My wife nearly exited the car through the windshield.  I’m lucky she didn’t smack me upside of my head in return for my poor driving.  “It’s the car!  I just…”. “Don’t do that again!”

The Apple CarPlay got us to the hotel, where we backed into a shady spot.  “How do you stop this thing?” I wondered after moving the motion selector (NO actual gears in this car!) to P.  I pressed the PLAY/PAUSE button.  Nothing.  We fiddled with the touch screen icons.  Maybe here?  Indeed, on a touch screen you can shut the car off.  I noted with some curiosity that my energy gauge had dropped from 91% to 81%.  In only fourteen miles?  Let’s see, 10% drop in 14 miles…that would be a range of…not enough!

Checking in, we felt somewhat relieved to be in a normal activity.  But, back out to the Polestar for a ride to a nearby beer and burger joint to meet everyone for a party.  Then to the local hockey game.  No issues with the car, and driving it became more familiar.  I even managed to find a setting for vehicle braking on the touch screen.  Did I want the car to brake like an EV, or like a real car?  With a tap, the braking power dropped and my wife was no longer experiencing the brain-rattling fatigue she enjoyed.  Until I needed to pass someone and stepped on the gas.  Our heads thumped backwards into the headrest with the incredible acceleration of the motor.  “Yes dear, I won’t do that again.”

The next few days were interesting.  The energy gauge continued to drop.  The distance to empty remained reasonable, but the loss of power each mile was notable.  I think gasoline-fueled cars have a non-linear fuel gauge response to combat our natural fear of being stranded, with a slow decline until you get to that last quarter tank.  The EV has a very precise gauge, so you know exactly what you’re up against.  Will I make it there and back?

With the Hertz clerk admonition to return at 90%, I had to learn how to recharge before the last minute.  We had no idea how long it would take to recharge, how much money it would cost, etc.  So we looked for EV charging stations, and found one near the mall.  Perfect.  Not really.  Tesla had taken over the entire complex, and you needed a Tesla account and app and all that goes with it.  Several minutes later, the recharger still had not recognized me as a human being with money, so we moved on with some frustration.  I’m sure if we were driving a Tesla it would be trouble-free.  But, absent that relationship, it was just a non-starter.

The Tesla Supercharger at Miromar Outlets Mall

Visiting my stepfather at his retirement center, we discovered a few charging stations there.  Setting up payment there was much simpler.  Much like any purchase, using your iPhone as a credit card.  We stopped at the offices for a short discussion, and returned to the charger to make our next appointment.  There I quickly realized that the charging cable does not just pull out of the charging port jack.  I was stuck.  How do you shut off the charger?  How do you disconnect the cable?  I reached out to the retirement center phone number on the charger.  They didn’t know, and transferred me to the charging company.  I am pretty sure that I was talking around the world to one of those countries specializing in phone help.  His name was Chuck, I think.  Right.  In a few minutes, with his remote access, the charger was stopped.

Now, how to disconnect the cable?  Without any owner’s manual it was back to the touch screen to tap and pray.  Which of the many icons would offer either info or instruction?  There!  The screen had a button to unlock the cable.  Finally.  With a tap, I was able to remove the cable and hang it back up.

Looking at the replenishment over that 15-minute attempt, I realized that truly recharging was going to take time.  More time than I wanted to spend, hooked up to a white box somewhere I didn’t really want to be.

Driving around the uber-flat terrain of Fort Myers, this EV managed to corner with zero body roll.  I don’t think it can roll, as it weighs as much as the entire elephant line at the circus.  Small pavement depressions, cracks, or potholes were massively felt.  Much like in my ¾ ton 6,000 pound pickup truck.

The next day, my “nagivator” had found a Florida Power & Light recharging station near the hotel.  It promised fast charging.  We were the only EV there, and unlike the Tesla station experience, I could easily create an account, hook up the cable, and send electrons to the batteries.  This cable was different than the one at the retirement center.  Big, heavy, and a different end.  Aha!  That’s the high voltage connector…I must remove this plastic cover on the car port.  OK.  Thanks.

And, so we waited.  Being an old married couple, we sat in silence and scrolled our respective social media feeds.  For a long time.  The Polestar screen said we would be there for about an hour to restore to 94%.  No way.  An hour?  After about 32 minutes, I stopped the charger, disconnected the cable, and headed to the mall for some retail therapy.

The rest of our visit went well, and with the time required to recharge now known, we planned our route back to the airport.  Instead of leaving with enough time to fill up a gas tank, maybe five minutes, we had to plan for that 29-minute recharge.  Up early, pack, wolf down a simply horrible breakfast of overcooked powdered eggs, paper thin bacon strips, runny oatmeal, and weak coffee, and head to that recharger.  More scrolling, a bit more conversation, and in time, the gauge read 96%.  Would I be able to make it to the airport consuming only 6% of the battery?  I had no choice but to go, to make the flight.

I spent about $18 on electricity in driving 130 miles around town. That’s not very economical. With a modern car averaging 33 mpg, those same miles would cost only $16. In my 3/4 ton pickup truck, 130 miles is $40, so definite savings in that comparison.

Driving in Florida like an old man, I managed to slow traffic on the interstate, and in so doing, induce a few truck drivers’ road rage.  But, my careful driving, along with aggressive braking to regenerate some power, we rolled into the RSW garage at 90%.  Victory.  I think.  Mission over.

We realized that the EV experience was not what we expected, nor what we hoped.  It was initially exciting for at least one engineer, seeing new technology and gee-whiz features.  Much like seeing that new girl at the bar smile at you, as you think “I can do this, I can buy her a drink, I can talk to her…”. But, after you buy that drink and talk for a while, you realize that her pretty face hides very confusing thoughts, and her long legs and high heels won’t make it very far down the road to your apartment.  I needed a girl wearing a tank top under a checkered shirt, Wranglers and boots made for walking.  Not dancing.

Would I buy an EV?  Could I enjoy an EV?  I suppose so.  Much like any new toy, you have to learn how to use it.  And, you must set up the system for your use.  Without question, a home charger would be required. Overnight recharging would eliminate daily range anxiety.  That expense, though, can be thousands, without manufacturer support.  What charging stations are near me?  Do I need multiple charging company accounts?  The design features, controls, and driving experience of an EV differ from a traditional car, but more importantly, across the EV choices.  Do I want the austere touchscreen only Tesla?  Do I prefer a more traditional setup?  How’s the visibility backing up to the charging station?  Can I carry my super large suitcases to the airport?  Each EV, be it Tesla, Ford, GM, Subaru, VW, or Polestar would have to be evaluated before making a good choice.

For me, for now, I’m still so happy with a simple traditional vehicle.  It has switches, with words on them, or icons that make sense.  I can control the acceleration or braking with my own brain, and judicious pressure on one of two pedals.  The big red switch lever says “START/STOP.”  It’s a station wagon, with room in the back for whatever I need to carry.  It’s perfect.  Just like my 1972 Volvo station wagon.  It’s even blue.

A 1972 Volvo 145 station wagon much like my first Volvo
My new 2023 MINI Cooper S Clubman

First Mother’s Day Without Mom

12 Monday May 2025

Posted by Chip Hewette in Personal Growth, Relationships

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family, life, love, mom, mothers-day

Missing Mom today. Actually most days.

I find myself wanting to call and share my life with her. You know, just chit chat about the day. That I worked another accident as a police volunteer, where the cars were all smashed up. That I finally bought that special car. That I worked on the deck (again). That I played my violin at church. That I ran a 10K. That Sandy The Little White Dog ate her breakfast for a change. You know, important stuff.

Our lives are enriched when we share them with family. Good times. Hard times. Bad times. Sharing brings both perspective and peace.

The voice of a Mother, even from far away, brings us back to those days. When the toy trucks and cars roll in the sandbox. When freshly mixed Kool-Aid slakes your thirst. When the hot dog casserole nourishes an empty tummy, even with those green beans covered with mushroom soup. When an Arby’s jamocha shake is a reward for withstanding yet another violin lesson way over in west Knoxville.

The voice of a Mother sometimes speaks truth that you don’t want to hear. In college to earn my engineering degree, I found myself believing my musical skills and my jazz band were poised for greatness. Mom dropped what she was doing, drove three hours to meet me for dinner, and gently shared her guidance. She was right. I’m an engineer, not a jazz band musician ready to blow out of town and hit the road with my friends in a clapped out Chevy van. It was hard to hear, hard to accept, and yet without that voice my office wall wouldn’t have a picture of me graduating from Vandy. Or a 41-year career creating new and better gizmos.

I think Mom probably grew tired over the years. Not tired of listening to me, but just tired. Tired from sharing her guiding principles, her evaluation, her advice over my advancing years. As I think back to our many conversations, I realize that the energy she gave to build me up all these years most likely depleted her own reserves of emotional strength. She continued to be Mom until the very end, but at times, I wondered who she was, in those last days. Doubtless her many physical ailments and continual pain challenged her spirit. I sensed that she was different, that she was not now who she once was. It was hard for both of us.

So today, my first Mother’s Day without her, I feel sadness. I can’t let it show, of course. Got to be strong. I’ll be okay. I can do this. Right.

If you’ll permit, let me encourage you to reach out today. Let Mom know, even if she’s far away, that you treasure her. That you recognize the sacrifices of a single Mom who worked without rest for years to put food on the table and two kids through high school and college. That you welcome her advice on life. Listen to it, even if you disagree. Thank her for it.

And, most of all, if your Mom is in the winter of life, be strong for her. Be accepting of her frailties. Be ready to step in, when asked. Know that she is still in charge, and navigate those tough times when you have to be her guide. Be the child she welcomed into the world so many years ago, and share that radiant love with each other.

May God bless you, Mom, as you live in His light and rejoice every day with Him. Thank you for giving me life and love.

Trusting Your Training

08 Tuesday Apr 2025

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Driving from Richmond VA to Mount Pleasant SC on Friday, for the Cooper River Bridge Run, I was relying on my car navigation rather than the iPhone. For whatever reason, it sent me on a short parallel detour on business Highway 95, rather than continuing on I-95, as I passed Fayetteville NC.

That time delay, or benefit, whichever it is, put me in Lumberton NC in a few minutes more. Many of you who travel I-95 will recoil in horror as you think of driving through Lumberton. It is never good. There is always a delay. It is the worst place to be, whenever you are there.

Lumberton. Maybe I’ll make it through. Maybe the traffic won’t be bad. Maybe I’ll get to Mount Pleasant on time. And, while thinking these positive thoughts, I’m watching the road ahead. There, on the northbound side, I could see a log truck in the fast lane, right on the jersey wall median. The trailer full of logs began to tip over to the southbound side, the driver’s side of that truck, and it was truly in slow motion, like a 1980s episode of CHiPs. The full load of logs appeared at first to be constrained to the northbound lanes, but then I saw two logs fall onto the southbound side, and roll diagonally across the roadway.

One log caught my eye, as it rolled towards me to the west. It was about two feet in diameter, and maybe eight feet long. Freshly cut, the bark was just falling off of it, spewing onto the asphalt. A car, just in front of me, kept to the right and made it past. I started to follow, but in the next second, the log had rolled into the lane I was in.

So, I glanced to the left in the mirror, turned my head for a double-check, and shifted lanes quickly to the left to avoid the rolling log. The 2023 MINI Cooper Clubman reacted instantly, like a Formula 1 racecar, and I saw the log roll further into the slow lane, and stop. Looking ahead, I saw the debris field from the bark and branches, and found a path for the tires to roll without hitting anything. I saw two clear passages just wide enough for the tires, and veered right to get back in the slow lane.

I looked back and saw the entire southbound traffic fully stopped behind me. The log, the multicar accident on the northbound side, and all the commotion jammed up both north and southbound lanes, and so I was the last car to make it past that point for a while.

I remember years ago receiving “emergency vehicle operations” training with the police. On an airfield road, I was challenged to quickly react to a cone placed in the middle of the road, with essentially no notice, at 55 mph. The instructor actually had us drive forward, straight down the airfield road, with a clipboard in front of our eyes so we couldn’t see anything but the speedometer. At a moment, he lowered the clipboard, and it was time to move left then right to avoid hitting the cone. I know that confidence-building training helped me on Friday.

The Little Blue Car sure made it easy to react and avoid a crash! Low profile Michelin Pilot Sport tires, responsive steering, excellent brakes, and great visibility made me feel like that Formula 1 pilot.

And, as we say at Hope Church RVA, “you go nowhere by accident!” I was there, at the right time, with the right equipment, with the right training. God sends His angels to watch over us, and His Spirit directs us in ways we can’t understand. I felt ZERO emotion. No shock, no awe. Just a simple dash left then right and back on the gas. Surreal.

I survived the 10K. It wasn’t easy–my time was the same as two years ago, but I made it. The race had 36,458 registered participants. It is a great way to test yourself.

After a brief visit with family I returned home yesterday. Drive back through Lumberton NC? I decided to try another route. “Country roads, take me home, to the place, I belong” is the singer’s plea, and that’s what I did, all the way from Mount Pleasant SC to Clinton NC. Soon enough, after reaching Clinton and stopping for a delightful Filet-o-NOT fresh Fish, I was on I-40 west, and then back on I-95. And, in eight hours, I was home.

This summer, as you travel, pay close attention to your schedule, your route, your equipment, and your condition. Take the time to take it easy (another super song). Say a prayer. And trust Him.

The Best Job Ever

03 Wednesday Apr 2024

Posted by Chip Hewette in Discovery, Personal Growth

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I think I had the best job I ever had in high school.

My single mother worked at a real estate company helmed by a strong and independent woman.  Her name was Sue Miller.  Sue was the force behind Frank Wylie Realty, and had become president of the small company.  My mother and Sue became good friends, and as youngsters, we were often in the office while my mom worked the phones or made appointments or researched home values.  Back then, of course, there were only printed MLS books each week, hardbound phone books, and typewriters.  You had to work in an office, there was no such thing as the internet.  So, while we were there, we had to make ourselves scarce and stay out of trouble.

I made my way to Sue’s office, most of the time.  She had a brown leather chair, button-tufted upholstery, armrests, and a high executive back.  Her desk faced the door, and there were bookshelves behind it with a credenza to the left.  I would sit there, imagine myself as an executive, and occupy myself by sketching planes, cars, and guns.  Sue was a person who had a zeal for life, and in her zeal she made things happen.  One day she bought a plot of useless land on the side of Chapman Highway, with no space for any buildings.  The land rose quickly from the small parking lot, being essentially a hillside, and was covered with trees.  To Sue, it was perfect.  Perfect for a water slide!  The only slide in the area was miles away, and you took Chapman Highway to get to it.  Sue built a water slide with a concrete U-shaped river down the hill, complete with bath houses and refreshment stand, and for a few years managed to enjoy a break-even existence.  We splashed down the hill on rubber mats often, as we had special membership privileges and no ticket cost.

Sue was single, but cared about my sister and me.  We didn’t understand why we were special to her, but were grateful.  The summer before high school, Sue knew I needed to earn money.  She drove up to our home one day, opened her trunk, and presented me with a lawnmower.  She included everything I needed.  And, with all her rental and commercial property, she had plenty of lawns to mow.  I had to mow a couple of rental house yards that were overgrown, with grass at least two feet high.  I had to mow an entire apartment complex yard with a 22-inch mower.  I think that took me three days.  In her own way, she kept track of the yards I mowed, and every week I kept at it.  That summer, I was traveling to Austria on a summer exchange program, and spending money was needed.  Instead of paying me for each yard, when I did it, Sue banked the money on my behalf.  The week before I flew to Austria, she came to our house and gave me $250.  I had never seen so much money.  It made the trip special, having that money to buy souvenirs and food. Wandering around Austria, I watched the trip leader take snapshots with a special camera that interested me. It was small and so perfectly engineered. Right there in Salzburg I was able to buy a Minolta Hi-matic F 35mm camera similar to his Rollei Trip 35 with half of my lawnmowing money, so I could take pictures while on the five-week trip.  That camera I used all through high school, and I still have it today.  I keep in in a safe place, as it is a souvenir of value.

Sue knew I wanted to participate at Webb School on the track team, and took me to Athletic House on Gay Street in downtown Knoxville for special running shoes.  They were white leather, with three green stripes. Webb School colors.  Adidas.  She even took me out to the school track about 25 miles away for me to try the shoes out.  I think now that Sue was a woman who had a gift for parenting, but was not able to participate as most women did, never getting married, but staying home, and caring for us kids.  Sue’s life was different, and exceptional in its genuine sharing of emotion and passion.

She had a Honda Trail 90, that she mounted to her Winnebago RV.  I learned to ride a motorycle on that Honda. I’m not sure my Mom approved, but it was not much bigger than my bicycle.

Sue couldn’t drive a car.  Sue needed a car.  As long as I knew her, she drove a car that everyone wanted, and no one could afford.  A 1972 Cadillac Eldorado convertible.  Gold, with parchment leather upholstery and a white top.  It looked similar to this one.

It had a 500 cubic inch V8 engine, and front wheel drive.  It was amazing.  To Sue, it was transportation.  She never spoke of the car, never bragged about the car, but she drove everywhere in it.

Sue found a house at 3828 Maloney Road way out off Alcoa Highway, with a pool, overlooking the river.  

There, she had a pool table, a big TV with what at the time was unheard of…a Sony Betamax videotape player.  Sue allowed our Sunday School class to have a swimming party at her place.  At Christmas, we were never sure what to expect.  One year she gave me a Winchester .22 rifle, and another year she gave me a stereo system.  There was no end to Sue’s thoughtful generosity.

And, one day, before the school year ended, she rolled up in that big Eldorado, and drove me to a service station.  It was the Cloverleaf Servicenter.   A Union 76 station.  The gentleman who filled the tank knew Sue, and they talked for a while.  I was introduced to Buster, the owner.  We spoke for a few minutes, and then Sue and I drove away.  On the way home, she said “You’ll start work there on Monday.”

I was thrilled.  Working at a service station?  The young man who for years had drawn racing cars.  The young man who had attempted to disassemble a junkyard Ford V8 engine that my mom gave me to learn on when I was ten years old.  Now, I would be working for real, on cars and trucks.  And making money!

So many memories of that first job flood my mind.  Pumping gas, washing windshields, checking oil, and inflating tires was my main job.  It was a full service station, and we did not permit self service.  Buster was a great boss, and the co-owner Kenneth Cunningham was a superb mentor.  People in the neighborhood drove up regularly, and I learned many by name.  Some wanted a small amount of fuel, while others were “fill’er up!”  Most of the time, they said “put it on my account” and I would write down the amount on a small pad with carbon paper between leaves of paper, then put them in the cash register.  Most people paid with cash.  A few people used a credit card, and we had to “run” the card through the impression machine with the loud rackity-rack sound of the sliding bar.  I stayed busy on the front.  I got to where I could dispense a dollar amount of fuel just by listening to the pump meter click.  People would worry that I wasn’t watching, but I could nail getting some dollar amount just counting the clicks of the ten cent wheel.

Our pumps looked like this, and the price per gallon setting didn’t have a dollar quantity!

There were a few memorable characters that came often.  One was a University of Tennessee professor named Bill.  He had the beard, the moustache, the wire-frame glasses, and the attitude.  He bought the first Mazda rotary engine RX-7 we had ever seen, and I managed to spill a bit of gas from the nozzle onto the paint.  I quickly grabbed my red rag from my back pocket, and proceeded to smear oil from the dirty rag onto the paint as I attempted to wipe the gas away.  He said “go be nice to someone else.”

Another frequent customer was “Maypop.”  He was a nice older man, slow moving, and often wore a summer straw hat like a golfer might wear.  He slowed to a stop, asked for gas, and then talked for a long while with Buster.  He always moved with that body motion that suggested he might fall over if he didn’t get his weight centered over each leg, kind of a side to side rocking step.  I asked Buster why we called him “Maypop.”  Buster said that for many years he would drive in on tires that were well worn out, that “may pop” at any moment.  He never wanted to buy tires, so Buster gave him that nickname to remind him of his potential misfortune.  I think I did actually change his tires one day, though.

Another car that one couldn’t miss would slowly creep through the lot to the pumps.  It was so low to the ground, essentially riding on the frame, because its owner kept putting newspapers in the car.  Kelly was a sickly man, pale and white, with long greasy grey hair, pronounced prescription glasses and a pot belly.  He was supposedly a Knoxville newspaper delivery man, and had a route nearby.  Having been a delivery boy some years ago, I recognized the bundles of newspapers in Kelly’s car.  What I didn’t understand is why Kelly kept adding bundles and bundles and bundles to the interior.  The entire back seat was filled to the roof with newspapers.  The front passenger seat was nearly filled.  The trunk was full.  Kelly had only a small space in which to drive.  He was a regular customer, but couldn’t afford much gas.  His car would slowly meander away, down the dead-end street, and I would shake my head in disbelief.  His car would never go over about 10 mph, as heavy as it was.

Many days we had a car drive in, get a little gas, and ask for directions to Interstate 81.  It was so frequent, that we had a speech prepared with the exact mileages to the interchange.  For whatever reason, back then, people without GPS and maps just navigated by feel, and since downtown Knoxville had “Malfunction Junction” of I-40 and I-75, people found themselves on I-75 N trying to get to I-81 N.  We would turn them around, and thank them for stopping by.

Besides working on the front, I did get to work on cars.  Oil changes were commonly required, in those years, and we had a lot of basic maintenance business.  Back then, we had three or four oil filters that covered essentially every cary.  Fram.  PH8 for Ford.  PH43A for Chrysler.  PH30 for GM.  Our parts supplier kept the stock room rack full every week.  I learned to put the car on the rack, “dog it” with the lifting bars, lift it up, drain the oil, replace the filter, and grease the suspension fittings and U-joints.  I also checked the rear axle fluid level.  Back on the ground, I put in the typical five quarts of oil.  Depending on the customer’s budget, we would use Union 76 oil having gold “Super” or red “Premium” or blue “heavy duty” colors.  Some customers wanted Kendall oil, thought to be even higher quality, which came in a black can.  Of course, these were waxed paper containers, with metal disks at top and bottom, and we had to use the oil spout that pierced the top of the can to get the oil into the engine. 

I also learned how to change tires.  Here, I would bring the car in, get it up on the lift, remove all four wheels from the car, dismount the old tires, mount the new tires, balance the tires, and reinstall them on the car.  My personal record was 45 minutes to do four tires.  Back then, the tires were called “bias ply” tires, and were often sized by width and wheel diameter.  F78-14 was a tire for a typical sedan, and muscle cars had tires like a G70-14.

Summers at Cloverleaf were hard work, and it was hot.  Buster had me there from 10 am to 7 pm, every day.  On Saturday, we had to clean the station.  Everything.  We used a solvent called Varsol to mop the concrete shop floors.  I sometimes dampened a red rag with Varsol, as it was useful in cleaning tools.  But, one day early in my career I kept that Varsol rag in my back pocket all day.  The next day I had a chemical burn on my left cheek.  It was not a good day.

Today if we look up the safety info, we can see why that skin burned!  

I wiped down all the sockets and wrenches to get rid of the oil film.  I stocked the oil and filters and wipers and tires and belts.  I hosed out the restrooms, which were paneled in what looked like Tennessee marble stone tiles from floor to six feet up.  And, I hosed down the entire asphalt parking lot, moving every single pebble, rock, gum wrapper, leaf, or trash into the storm sewer at the north end of the lot.  I was out in the sun for hours.

At lunch, I would retreat into the fourth shop bay where no one could see me.  There, I would eat my lunch, that my mom packed.  I don’t know how I ate all the food she packed, but I did.  Usually each day I ate four sandwiches and a thermos container of bean soup.  I couldn’t eat four sandwiches today if I spaced them out over breakfast lunch and dinner.  But, I was worn out and growing and needed calories.  I’m glad she made them for me.  I’d supplement my lunch with a couple cans of Coke from the machine out in the shed, and maybe a pack of peanut butter crackers too.  I worked.

Back in the shop, Jack worked too.  He was not a person that Buster wanted in front of customers.  He was a shorter man, somewhat broad of chest and hip, and his skin was stained a permanent brown from oil and grease.  He didn’t talk, as much as he grunted.  His teeth were rotting away, and his unkempt hair was filled with grease as he often ran his dirty hands through the long hair to keep it out of his eyes.  His uniform shirts were blue, stained with oil.  But, for those really challenging repairs, Jack was the man.  He replaced the lifters in my 1966 Mustang 289 V8 engine one week, doing a complete valve job as well, and the car ran like a rocket afterwards.  Jack was nice, but a person you just didn’t see that often.

In the front three bays, Carl worked with me.  Carl was a very slim man, with short-cropped hair having grey and black colors.  His face was sagging, wrinkled a bit, and his teeth were stained with the nicotine from the cigarette dangling from his mouth.  His uniform was spotless, and he kept it so by thinking carefully about where to place his body around the work.  Often he would drape a red shop rag on the floor before kneeling on that spot, to keep his pants clean.  Carl balanced pumping gas and general maintenance tasks.

Kenneth usually worked in the middle bay.  He was the brains of the operation and a co-owner.  Any tune up most often required Kenneth’s expertise.  He could operate the “Sun machine” and figure out just what to replace from the curious signals shown on the screen.  Each cylinder gave a flickering blue line, and he could tell if the car needed points, condenser, plugs, wires, or everything.

He knew everything there was to know about carburetors, and I watched him rebuild them without looking at the parts, just working from feel.  Every once in a while a car came in that couldn’t charge its own battery, and Kenneth would take the alternator and regulator down to Knoxville Generator where he rebuilt those.   He was gregarious, loved to speak to anyone with a story or two to share, and made the entire operation pleasant.  His catch phrase was “I’ll tell you what…” which he always followed with some humorous wisdom.  He chewed a little tobacco, drank Cokes and ate peanut butter crackers incessantly, and made sure I was busy.  There is an episode of Andy Griffith featuring Gomer Pyle as the talkative grease monkey, and cars gathering all around the shop for repair work.  Our back lot was filled with broken cars because people liked talking to Kenneth, and trusted him to do the right thing.  He was our Gomer Pyle.  His wife Kathy worked in the station office, doing the books.  His son joined us also, as he grew up.

Buster was the owner, the driving force, and the decision maker.  He was about six feet tall, a bit overweight, balding with white short hair, and I never saw him without a plug of Red Man tobacco in his cheek and a fresh bag in his hip pocket.  He wiped his sweat off his head often with a dirty shop towel, and kept the shop clean and neat.  He drove the red Ford wrecker, picking up all sorts of vehicles needing our repairs.  He was a WW2 veteran, and told me that he drove the landing craft to the beach and back in the Pacific theater.  One battle he made it back and forth five times.  He also relished in the Navy tradition of crossing the equator or date line, and hazing the sailors who had never crossed with truly gross and disturbing materials.  Buster was the boss to fear, but he was really a soft soul.  He had a buxom blonde girlfriend, without whom he would have been lost.

For about three summers and on Saturdays throughout the school year, I was at Cloverleaf. Every day was routine and different, all at the same time.  I learned a lot about cars.  I learned how to work.  But mostly, I learned about people.  The coworkers and clients each brought such different life stories to me, I couldn’t help but be fascinated.  I realized that I would enjoy working in the car industry, but probably not at a service station.  But, I still have one shirt from those days, hanging in my attic, reminding me of what hard work really is.  You can see where I tore the long sleeves away during the hot summer.

My memories of a classic full service gas station are obliterated as I look at the place today.  It’s the same building, in the same place, but it has been destroyed by the ever-changing world we live in.  The bathroom doors on the side wall are still there…the office windows and front door, and the four bays remain.  But, my station is gone. 

I’ll never forget the day Sue took me here for the interview with Buster, and how her relationships with people were so valuable.  Thankfully lessons from my years at Cloverleaf remain in my heart and head.  I think I’d still like to work there today…if only it were as it was then.

The Old Brown Hat

19 Tuesday Dec 2023

Posted by Chip Hewette in Discovery, Fitness

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“Come on, Zeus!” he exclaimed. ”Let’s take a truck ride!”

Zeus always wanted to go on truck rides. It was his favorite thing to do. Well, besides sleeping next to the fire. The fire helped his aging hips. But a truck ride? Time to go!

Zeus bounded to the door, tongue out, with that excited in and out breath. 

“Wait just a minute, old friend,” he begged. ”I forgot my phone. As usual. Where did I leave that?”

With a press of the Apple Watch iPhone icon, the phone chirped incessantly. It was up in the office. Or maybe the master bedroom. He could never be sure. His creaking knees groaned as he trudged up the fourteen steps. Again.

“I can’t wait to retire!” he muttered to no one in particular. ”Move to a new house. With no more steps. Nary a one!”

The phone was on the bed, where he had laid it when he laced on his running shoes. They were running shoes. They just didn’t do much running anymore. Asics. He’d worn them for years. These were blue, with orange trim. Running shoes, but good for walking Zeus.

With shoes on, he slipped on a saddle-tan Carhartt jacket, with the blue fabric insulation. In the pockets he found leather gloves. Taking a step towards the front door, he stopped, turned, and went back to the closet. There, on the shelf, was his old brown hat. As cold as the day had turned out to be, he grabbed it. It fit him well, after so many years. In the cool December afternoon, the hat would be nice.

“Let’s go, big boy!” With that, he opened the door to the truck. Zeus looked at him, and cocked his head sideways just enough. ”Okay, okay, I’ll help you up.”

Zeus was about 85 pounds. It depended on the season, and how much exercise they had in the cold Virginia winters or hot humid summers. Zeus was a GSD. Being a GSD, he had that strong sense of duty, of purpose, and was so very bright. Being a family pet seemed almost a waste of such innate character and talent, but for Zeus, being that pet became his duty. He was exceptional as a pet. And, now, after twelve years together, with a touch of typical arthritis, Zeus needed that life of ease.

He folded the single seat up, making a low spot for Zeus to get into the truck. Zeus put his front paws on the truck floor, and looked back.

“I’ll lift you up the rest of the way…hang on.” And, with his long arms, he reached down for Zeus’s back legs and boosted him up on the floor. Zeus bounded up on the double seat, covered with his favorite old blanket, and nearly grinned.

He eased the truck forward, over the big curb at the end of the drive. With the heavy duty suspension of a three-quarter ton truck, every bump jarred the driver and passengers like a linebacker smashing into a running back. He had wanted the heavy duty truck, for towing, but of late, there was little towing to do.

In the mid-afternoon traffic, he found his way to that second-hand sporting goods store. He needed to buy covers for his set of golf club irons to protect them from banging together as they jostled in the bag as the cart careened around the cart paths.

“Wait here, Zeus,” he asked. ”I’m just going to the store for a minute. I’ll open the sunroof for you, just enough.” Zeus followed him every step of the way, as he swung around the corner of the parking lot and into the store.

There, while looking for the covers, he chanced to look at the rack of used putters. He already had three putters, but none of them worked very well. It was probably the putter, he told himself.

He spotted a putter with a white double stripe, and a white half circle. It caught his eye, because it was so familiar. Turning the Ping putter over, he saw the word “Craz-E.”

 That’s why it was so familiar, it was the putter he wanted back when Craz-E The Big Brown Dog was his true and best friend. Crazy as the dog was, he was named Craz-E, on the AKC paperwork. Craz-E would never be forgotten, but Zeus’s friendship was special. His love eased the pain of loss.

The putter looked in good condition. He put a few balls on the filthy blue-grey industrial carpet, and tapped them towards the treadmills gathering dust. The soft face insert made a muted sound, and the balls rolled true and stopped at the about the same distance away. The barcoded price was $49.99. eBay pricing on similar putters was at least $75, so he reasoned it was a good deal.

He waited for the clerk to finish regaling the customer ahead of him with stories of massive 390 yard drives at Top Golf. It was his baseball athleticism, the clerk said, but he wanted some day to be a golfer, after his college baseball was over. The older gentleman smiled as he paid for a putter. His choice was a classic brass blade, with no alignment features, weighting, or shaft curves. Just a putter. Like they used in the 1930s. The man realized he was delaying another sale, and said a quick goodbye to the young man.

He laid the Ping putter up on the counter, where the scanner could see the bar code. It struck him as somewhat funny that two older men had purchased putters within minutes of each other. One with technology. One without. He wondered who would enjoy the next round of golf more.

“I’m back, young fellow,” he smiled at Zeus. ”Let’s find our way somewhere different for a walk.” He looked at his iPhone, and saw that they were near a local university. Perfect. Zeus hadn’t been to this university ever, and that would give him something to enjoy.

The university was a place he frequented years ago. Every couple of weeks, his workout program would meet there, and struggle to complete exercises and run around the campus. The hilly terrain and sidewalks made for perfect exercise torture, by the program leader who insisted he was doing his best for the team. He parked at the same parking lot as they met at 0545 those years ago, and grabbed the leash.

“Come on Zeus! Let’s walk around the lake. It’s around here somewhere.” Zeus clambered down from the seat, to the floor, and finally to the asphalt. His weight made it hard on the joints, and yet he remained young at heart. With a snap of the leash on his collar, Zeus bounded ahead.

“Let’s go this way” he asked Zeus. Without hearing, or without noting that he heard, Zeus made a straight line at nearly a jogging pace towards the pine needle-covered yard under the tall trees. He realized that his trip to the store must have taken longer than he thought, but Zeus managed to be a good boy even so.

Zeus was always a good boy. He didn’t say much, didn’t do much, but was always there. He never complained. He never caused any trouble. Except when there was occasion to dig in the back yard. For whatever reason, the soft earth in the spring time created a digging frenzy. He never knew what Zeus was seeking. But, with a wet towel, the big feet were soon clean enough and Zeus plopped down for a rest inside. He decided Zeuss was still a good boy.

Down the path from the parking lot he went. Zeus wandered from scent to scent. Trying to get exercise was hard, with the starts and stops, but it was Zeus’s time too. He looked at the signs on the campus, trying to remember where the path to the lake was. In a few hundred yards, he saw a marker pointing to the famous lake, and turned left there.

It was a lake like no other lake. In the olden days, the young women and young men resided on opposite sides of the lake. Somehow he didn’t think that stopped much of anything from happening, but it doubtless was a reassuring admission counselor commentary as parents considered sending their precious teenager to college there. Nowadays, the lake was a focal point, and with good reason. It was beautiful, just big enough, and just small enough. He could walk around the lake and feel like he had done something good for his health.

Zeus padded along beside him, on the asphalt that still looked new. Before, it was a dirt trail, some years ago, but with the money of this institute of higher learning, paving it was only a matter of time. He walked along the perimeter, heading towards the bridge.

There, nearly at the far end of the lake was the bridge. It was a unique bridge, with an island in its middle. A gazebo at the edge of the island sheltered those who paused to take in the view. Or, met for reasons only young college kids would understand. Zeus turned onto the bridge, as if he had been there before. In a few steps, he and Zeus were at the island.

“Hey, Zeus…let’s get your picture!” Zeus was always having his picture made. He was used to it, by now. Almost on automatic, Zeus found a spot where he could be seen. He sat, and waited.

In the setting sun, the lighting was just perfect. He asked Zeus to stay, and arranged the leash just so. The leash was always in the picture, and he hated that. On the island, he decided to take the leash off. Zeus wouldn’t go anywhere. He was a good boy. He backed up, away from Zeus who was sitting near the gazebo, trying to find just the right spot for a portrait. The sun was coming from the southwest, and there was only a few moments of that golden glow left. Zeus looked at him, but just when he was ready to take the picture, Zeus turned his head.

“Come on Zeus! Look at me. Look right here. Here, boy!”

Zeus turned to face the iPhone, but quickly turned away. He felt exasperated, but was used to it. Zeus looked back at him, and the shot was perfect. Until it wasn’t.

“Zeus!” he shouted. ”Zeus!”

Whether or not Zeus heard him, he couldn’t be sure. He was sure of one thing…Zeus could still run! In a flash, Zeus had leapt up, turned left, and bounded away across the bridge at a full gallop.

“Zeus!” He grabbed the leash and fumbled with his phone, trying not to drop it. Looking down at the Carhartt jacket he stuffed the iPhone in the interior pocket. and coiled the leash. The Asics running shoes were suddenly very appropriate, as he chased after Zeus.

Dashing as fast as his arthritic knees would allow, he made his way across the bridge towards the wooded shoreline. Coming around the gazebo, another walker was heading towards him, and he had to swerve to avoid a bone-crushing crash. At the same moment, a cold gust of wind swirled across the lake, and his hat flew off. Right into the dark brown water. His hat!

“Zeus!” he yelled. Zeus was still running, headed into the woods. With the setting sun, in the dark woods, Zeus’s deep black and tan coat was perfectly camouflaged. He couldn’t see where Zeus was. And, in that instant, he knew he couldn’t save the hat. Glancing back, he saw it slowly filling with water like a canoe under the rapids of the James River. His hat!

With pounding feet, he kept after Zeus. A branch from a tree had fallen across the path, and he nearly bought the farm, stumbling and leaping and pirouetting in mid-air just to stay upright. There! To his right, up the hill, he saw the familiar bushy tail heading over the top step.

He remembered these steps. They weren’t really steps, more like railroad ties placed randomly up the hillside. No way to just run up them, he had to look at each step carefully, to avoid crashing into the wooden beams. He hated the steps in the days of his fitness program, and with Zeus out of sight again, he hated them more. If only he had stayed in shape!

At the top of the steps he paused to scan for Zeus. There, right on the edge of the path, Zeus stood. His gaze was up, his teeth were visible, and he uttered a low growl. What in the world?

He slowly walked towards Zeus, doing his best impression of a Green Beret soldier creeping up on the enemy. Up in the tree he could see a dark shape. It was pretty far up the tree. Somewhat rounded in shape, in the body.

“Zeus” he whispered. ”What are you chasing?”

Zeus didn’t look away from the shape in the tree. He kept growling, just loud enough to be heard. The shape moved, and the tree bark screeched in response, as little bits of bark fell to the ground.

“Zeus…it’s a bear!” he hissed. ”Let’s get out of here!”

Sure enough, up in the tree was a small black bear. Probably a cub. Probably one of a few cubs. He didn’t want to stick around to meet the mother. Even with Zeus.

“Zeus…let’s go!” he whispered. ”Come on, boy! Let’s go!”

Looking back, Zeus realized he had done his job. He ambled back, keeping a wary eye upwards, but soon took his position beside his somewhat amazed father.

“Zeus…let’s get to the truck.” And, with the snap of the leash on the collar, they were off. Walking quickly away from the wooded area near the lake, they made their way along a service path and around a building. There, just ahead, was the truck, dimly lit under a parking lot light.

With the push of the key fob, the truck lit up and the doors unlocked. Zeus pulled ahead, to the back door, waiting for it to be opened.  He reached down to help Zeus into the truck, but to his surprise, Zeus took one leap up and sat proudly on the back seat. His eyes were bright. His tongue was out. His breath was quick, in and out, and his excitement was noticeable.

“Good boy, Zeus!” he smiled. ”You sure showed him who is boss!” Zeus beamed. ”Don’t ever do that again!”

He walked around to the driver’s door. Something was wrong. Something was missing. His hat! His old brown hat. No doubt by now it was at the bottom of the lake. There were a lot of memories with that hat. What had it been, thirty years? Maybe longer? He remembered wearing it so long ago, with his brown leather jacket, as he mimicked Indiana Jones at a Sunday School costume party. My goodness, he thought. That was a long, long time ago.

The big V8 rumbled to life, and he flicked on the fog lights for extra visibility. Out of the university parking lot, and onto the road to the river, he eased the truck carefully along. Traffic was heavy, at the end of the day, and so many people were out and about for Christmas shopping.

He looked in the rear view mirror, and saw Zeus. Instead of sitting up, like he most often did, Zeus was laying across the seat, nestled in his old blanket, asleep. What a dog, he thought. Twelve years old, and chasing a bear cub up a tree!

He rubbed his thinning hair. It was not styled quite right, after wearing a hat and then running with all his might to find the dog. He smoothed the mix of brown and grey strands out of his eyes, and tried to comb them back with his open fingers as he stared in the mirror, stopped at the red light. He didn’t like the grey. It made him feel really old. 

He heard Zeus from the back seat. It was one of those soft barks, heard in a dog’s dream. No doubt he was barking at the bear again, dreaming of being young again, and full of life. If only dreams could come true.

He thought back to the costume party, when he was young. There, he had dressed like a hero, and all it took to complete the look was that old brown hat. With a smile, he knew what tomorrow’s adventure would be. Shopping. With Zeus. For a new brown hat.

Can A Trip Take Forty Years?

15 Friday Dec 2023

Posted by Chip Hewette in Discovery

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The Big White Truck cruised slowly across town on I-64 to the airport. It was a cold morning, and the heated seats and steering wheel felt strangely good to this older gentleman. No need for speed, as I had plenty of time to make the direct flight from Richmond to Detroit. 

The garage spaces challenged my parking ability, as usual. With four doors, the truck length makes turns and fitting between the lines a chore. I traipsed from the North Garage to the TSA checkpoint with my new OGIO backpack and inexpensive hardshell baggage. Thankfully I was Pre-Check and was warmly greeted by an associate whose fashion choices made me wonder.

At the gate, I realized that I had forgotten to put a luggage tag on the carry-on. At the desk I grabbed one of those paper tags and reached into my shirt for a pen. No luck. I went to the backpack as I recalled setting it up for the trip, putting my two white Shell V-Power Gasoline pens from the recent trade show in those little loops in the front pocket. The ink didn’t flow at first, as I had never used them, but soon enough I had scribbled my info on the tag and returned the pen to its proper place.

The trip up to Detroit was uneventful. After arriving, my colleagues and I worked for a few hours fine-tuning the presentation to a committee the next day, then went to dinner at the usual place. Andiamo’s is one of those go-to restaurants, where service is far above the norm and the plates are flavorful. Being somewhat famous as the restaurant where Jimmy Hoffa enjoyed his last meal, we hoped for the best. Although the drinks and wine were oh so fine, at least one entree was lacking. Three average sized shrimp in a shallow bowl of pasta? For $36? It must be inflation causing deflation in my portion size.

The next day, we gathered for the discussion. Four hours. It was a long discussion. Good thing we had those Powerpoint slides as talking points. Thankfully we learned more than we hoped from the committee members, and we didn’t have to talk through too much data. Test data is boring. But it is what we often do — try new ideas, perform tests, and report on the results. We left the office and headed to a restaurant called Tria halfway to the airport. Uber drivers are everywhere in Detroit, and we had practically no time to get down from the 11th floor to the pickup point where a person speaking very little English met us. ”Five stars?” he questioned as he dropped us off. Clearly he wanted to keep his Uber score high.

With so much time to kill, we logged onto a Webex where we listened to a VP share good financial news for 2023. Dinner followed, and this meal was both filling and satisfying. Not wanting to miss the only direct flight home, another Uber driver was summoned. Unlike the first, this fellow was as gregarious as you can be. We learned all sorts of facts about him, from vital statistics, family members, his pet dog name, family hometown, workplaces, favorite combat aircraft, and all in twelve miles. 

The airport came into view, and I let him know we needed McNamara terminal for Delta. To me, this is the new terminal. To our young Uber driver, it was the ancient building that needed a renovation. Rolling up to the departure lane, I remembered my first trip to DTW, some forty years ago. Had I been visiting Detroit for forty years? The Israelites wandered in the wilderness forty years…

We made it through the TSA checkpoint, passing our bags through new CT scanners. I was selected for additional screening and stood in the little scanner where the TSA looked for who knows what. We trundled across the A Concourse and headed down to the tunnel. There, in a mesmerizing mix of muted colors with soft spa music playing, the trip began to catch up to me. In the dark tunnel, with no perspective, I slipped into a fog of “where am I?” Soon enough the escalator beckoned, and we made our way to the end of B Concourse, to await the direct flight home to Richmond. Convenient to our gate was an airport lounge, and I broke out the credit card to buy drinks for us all.

With the flight boarding at 8:50 pm, and arriving in Richmond at 11:09 pm, I wondered how I’d feel the next day. Boarding was typical chaos, with complications from a wheelchair patron being settled at the rear. It was another tiny jet, and as I walked hunched over down the aisle through first class, I stopped in some surprise. In about the third row, all by herself, there she was. What was she doing on a flight to Richmond? Her long brown hair fell across her shoulders, her blazer covered a festive red sweater, and her woolen pants had the sharp crease a Marine Drill Instructor would approve. She was staring into a tablet, through classic gold-rimmed glasses, as she sipped on pre-flight coffee. She was beautiful.

“Sir…sir…you’ll have to keep moving” jostled the flight attendant. I must have been just standing in the aisle, and as I began moving again my eyes couldn’t leave her. Hearing the flight attendant, she looked up. Her eyes met mine.

“I’m sorry,” I stammered. ”I thought you were someone I knew…” She smiled, and returned to her reading.

I hadn’t thought about her in so long. What had it been, forty years? I think it has been forty years. Forty years ago it all started.

 I trudged my way down the narrow aisle, and settled into exit row aisle 13A, hoping my seat mate would be a reasonable conversationalist. No such luck, and I set up the iPad to watch a few downloaded videos. Nothing like watching Matt’s Off-Road Recovery pull a broken Jeep out of the wilderness, viewing a self-defense expert commentary on how to best protect myself from bad guys, and learning all about “The Golden Ratio” which describes a mathematical relationship defining beauty in nature and architecture.

I was glad when the videos stopped playing. We were finally in Knoxville. As people started gathering their carry-ons, I reached down for mine. The hard plastic grip of the handle loop felt familiar, and I brought the Samsonite attache case to my lap. I flipped the two latches and opened the case, to put away my newspaper and the Car and Driver magazine I had purchased at the gift shop. I laughed, silently, as I saw the unused pad of engineering graph paper and my pocket protector there in the case. A few file folders were in the top section, where I had put my itinerary and passes and luggage claim. 

It was a good trip. It was my first trip to Detroit. I couldn’t believe my boss had asked me to join him there, as it was quite literally the third day on my first job. January 2, 1984 I started working as an engineer. My excitement over being employed was magnified by visiting Detroit and Ford Motor Company the very next week. We were to visit the engineer at Ford to discuss the new EGR valve design, which of course I had no idea what that was. My boss, a Hokie from Virginia Tech, just knew I would benefit from being there and listening to the conversations.

In the meeting, which lasted four hours, I met the Ford product engineers, and listened as they outlined their goals. We sketched a few concepts out, and even came up with a new name for the EGR valve, the PFE. I just sat there, trying to be as helpful as possible, and not to screw anything up. My boss and our local OEM representative walked out with me at the end of the long day, and I stopped in amazement. There, covering everything, was six inches of snow. In the time we had been inside the massive EEE building, with nary a window to look out, Detroit weather had moved in and dumped six inches of snow. It worried me a bit, but to our local OEM engineer, it was another day in paradise. He swept the snow off the Taurus and we jumped in for the short ride to the airport.

Now that we were back in Knoxville, I shuffled off the plane with the rest of the business travelers. My wool suit, a muted grey Glen plaid, was more wrinkled than when I put it on earlier in the morning. I straightened up my tie and draped my London Fog trench coat over my arm. The pilot and stewardesses thanked me for flying Delta, and I headed out to the terminal. It took only a few minutes to find my way up the deep red brick terminal hallway, to the baggage claim escalator. Boy was I glad to be home.

“Chip! Chip!” came a familiar voice. I looked up, and there she was. Her long brown hair bounced off her shoulders as she hurried my way, arms wide, with a huge smile. She hugged me for what seemed like five minutes, and I couldn’t return the gesture with my trench coat on one arm and the Samsonite in the other. With a kiss, she released me and exclaimed “You’re home!”

“Suzanne…what in the world…why…how…it is so good to see you…but…”

“I couldn’t let you come home without someone to meet you! It’s a special occasion, your first business trip. In your life! How was it? What did you do? What happened to your new shoes?”

I looked down at my new Alden tassel loafers. I had purchased them for the job interiew a few weeks back, at M.S. McClellan’s. They were perfect for the look, I thought…young hard-charging engineer with a sense of style. I put them on my well-abused MasterCard. At this moment, they were covered with what looked like a sugary white crust, from the soles halfway up the formerly black leather.

“I guess…yes…it was snowing…and we had to dash out of the car at the airport…I must have stepped into the slush from the road right where the snow plow pushed it.”

“Snowing? You’re kidding?”

“No, it just slammed the city as we were in our meeting. Had no idea ’til we walked out to the car.”

“Let’s go get your luggage and then I have a surprise for you.”

We hurried down the escalator to the stainless steel sorter, and found my bag. It too was a bit weathered, from being out on the tarmac in the snow. We walked towards the garage to my car.

“Wait, how’d you get here?” I inquired.

“My sister was kind enough to bring me here, so we could drive back together.” Suzanne related. ”She was going back to Straw Plains anyway, so this wasn’t too much out of her way.”

I dropped the suitcase and attache at the bumper, and opened the door for her. The faded grey paint of my 1970 Volvo contrasted with the shiny red vinyl interior, which the previous owner had recently upgraded. I held the truck lid open with one hand while I dropped the luggage into the compartment…one day I needed to replace those lift springs. But, with a new job, and not much money from my short career as a cook at McDonald’s, those would have to wait.

“Guess where we are going?” Suzanne beamed. ”Guess!”

“I don’t know…McDonalds?” 

“Of course not! You are now an engineer, with a great new job, and a traveling man. We are celebrating!”

“We are?”

“Yes, we are. I’m taking you to the Pioneer House restaurant!”

“You’re kidding!” The Pioneer House was a locally famous log cabin family style restaurant with a great steak.

“If we hurry, we’ll just make it. It’s just down 129 on the left.”

The old Volvo’s six-cylinder engine started, slowly, and I shifted the four-speed into reverse. We made it out of the garage, and down Alcoa Highway to the restaurant. With thirty minutes to spare, we sat at a booth looking across the table. Suzanne was still excited, almost vibrating, and I couldn’t imagine why. We ordered, and soon we had sweet iced tea to enjoy while we waited.

“I can’t wait any longer. I just can’t. Here!” And, with a flourish, Suzanne reached into her hobo style leather purse and pulled out a small gift-wrapped box. It was about eight inches long, not too wide, and only about a half-inch thick. The wrapping paper was a deep crimson, and the bow was a thin golden ribbon, tied in a decorative knot.

“Open it!’ 

I carefully slipped the paper from its tape, and unwrapped what must have been a professional gift wrapping job.

“Just open it!” she smiled again.

There, on the table, was a most beautiful box. The word “Cross” stared at me, in gold leaf, centered in that classic black box. I eased the lid off the box, and there was a silver pen and pencil set, nestled in the tray. I couldn’t believe it. I had always wanted to buy myself a nice set, but had no money for such niceties.

“Look close…right near the clips” she suggested.

To my amazement, there on each instrument was the engraved word “Engineer.” Just that word. In block letters, like a draftsman would write on a blueprint. I took the pen out, and gazed at the word. Tears welled up, as I realized what Suzanne had done. Not only was the gift way out of her budget, but she had confirmed in those engraved words my very identity. I was an engineer. Finally.

“Thanks!” I sniffled. ”Thanks so very much. I can’t wait to wear them at work.”

“You’d better wear them at work. I can’t be dating an engineer who actually uses a pocket protector!”

Thankfully at that moment the waitress arrived with my chopped steak and mashed potato dinner. Suzanne had the chicken-fried steak with green beans. As the last of the light vanished, and the incoming planes roared overhead, we talked and talked. It was good to be home in Knoxville, but it was really good to be an engineer, calling on Ford, way up in Detroit…”

Kawump! My head banged against the window of the plane, and the lights came on. What? Wait! Where was I? The plane engines roared in reverse as we came to a taxi speed and rolled up to the terminal.

There in front of me was the iPad, still suggesting the next downloaded video. My earphones had fallen out during the landing, and I grabbed them to stuff the iPad and phones into my new black OGIO backpack on the floor in front of me. It was a long way down to the backpack, in the exit row legroom, but I managed to snag it. With all the zippers and pockets on this backpack, I couldn’t remember just where everything went. I slipped the iPad into the main compartment, next to that monster Dell workstation I had to carry. I found the zipper of the front organizer pocket and opened it for the earphones. Cramming them into the compartment, I couldn’t help but notice the glint of silver steel. What were those? I wondered. 

Unzipping the pocket a bit more, I saw two pens in those two little loops. My head turned quizzically, as I stared at them. Those were my Shell V-Power pens…brand new…right?

I reached towards them. Slim, bright, silver. Black tips. Cross. I drew one out of the fabric loop and looked at it. Engineer. Block letters. Just like a draftsman would make on a blueprint.

The woman from the plane! Was it her? I put the pen back in the pocket, and rushed to get out of the aircraft. I ran up the entry ramp, and jogged towards the main lobby. Was she here?

I checked the baggage claim area. No one. I rushed out to the arrivals area, hoping she would be waiting on her ride. At nearly midnight, only a few cars and a single airport policeman were there. 

With my head down, I slowly found my way back to The Big White Truck. It took a few minutes, as I couldn’t remember which aisle I had parked. But soon enough I was back on I-64 and headed to Short Pump. Forty years later.

AE4CH…Listening on the 442.55…

11 Monday Sep 2023

Posted by Chip Hewette in Relationships

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I grew up in Knoxville, Tennessee. My house on Garden Drive was just across the street from a neighborhood where friends from Shannondale Elementary lived. Jake, Kent and Brian, Bryan and Paul, Mark, Scott, and Chuck. Chuck was everybody’s friend. Except to his own brother Mark. I hope someday they became friends.

In the afternoons, I would cross Garden Drive, wander up Pinewood Drive, and hang a left on Raven Drive. There I hoped to find the gang. Chances are we would meet up, swap stories from the day, and do something to pass the time.

Jake was a quiet young man. Fast on the playground, quick to smile, but not gregarious. He lived in a tiny house, even by 1970’s standards. Next door were Kent and Brian. These were the older boys, and somewhat feared. They ran the school safety patrol. They were about six feet tall, and very capable of pounding anyone they wanted. Paul and Bryan lived a few doors up. Paul was studious, smart, and quiet. Bryan was that social sparkplug. We were in Troop 256 together, down at St. Paul’s Methodist. Mark was another only child. He was a bit older, and we really didn’t know him well. Scott was part of our group, but his older brother Dean just didn’t want anything to do with us. And of course, Chuck. He was the life of the party, wherever he went.

One of the crazes of that era was CB radio. But for us, it was all about walkie-talkies. There was something magical about them. I think part of the allure was seeing the soldiers in uniform with field radios, or watching police dramas where handheld radios were used. Young men want to be like their heroes. Every once in a while, we would marvel at the walkie-talkies that Kent and Brian had. They were available at Radio Shack. They had the really cool models with the orange color stripe on the face, a slim design, and multiple channels. Just holding them, talking into them, I couldn’t help but really want a walkie-talkie of my own.

Kent and Brian, being older, leading safety patrol, were of course to be emulated. I remember reading the Radio Shack catalogs, visiting the store, and lusting after this model.

My father, being the ever-resourceful engineer, could do about anything. His skill in so many hobbies and his schooling gave him typical engineer insights on cars, guns, archery, leatherwork, dogs, and music. This influence led me to think about things a bit deeper, especially when he brought new facts to my attention.

I’m not sure what he said to me, way back then, but one day, I did find myself the proud owner of a walkie-talkie. Of course I had been focused on the Radio Shack model, but I ended up with a Lafayette. I can still see the silver metal case, the polished speaker grille, the A-B channel switch, the circuit board with its two sockets for frequency crystals, and that long telescoping antenna.

It was a substantial radio. Far more durable, being made of metal. Easier to hold. And, very high quality. I still remember my disappointment when the antenna tip broke off, making the antenna challenging to extend. I tried to choose the best channel crystals for our neighborhood gang, saving up meager allowance for that little two-pin metal cased oscillating quartz.

Where that radio is today, I’ll never know. We moved from Garden Drive to Mayfield Drive. Adolescence changed my focus. Friends from the old neighborhood were replaced with new connections. And, the radio hobby became impossible, given the distance from the new home to the old.

But, today, I was once again walking around the neighborhood, with Sandy The Little White Dog. It’s only about a mile. We do it often. Tonight, knowing Sandy wouldn’t be able to talk with me, I grabbed…you guessed it…a walkie-talkie.

It’s a bit more complicated than my old Lafayette. I picked it up recently, after testing for an amateur radio license. (I’m licensed by the FCC as AE4CH.) This radio has amazing technology. In this little package, carefully designed to fit in a standard shirt pocket, are circuits and computer chips and software that allow me to connect to people worldwide. It transmits on a couple of frequency bands, and with the right antenna, you can reach nearby “repeaters” which re-transmit your low power signal from your handheld on very high antennas with many watts of transmitter power.

One repeater is at 442.55 MHz, on the 70 cm band, and it is specially configured. It is a Wires-X repeater, and can connect the radio from the radio frequency signals to the internet. Other repeaters are also connected to the internet, all over the world. On Wires-X, I’ve managed to speak with people in New Zealand, Japan, England, and of course, all over the USA. Saturday I heard from fellows in Sarasota, New Jersey, and Los Angeles.

Tonight there was no one on the air, though. I guess it was dinner time. Sandy and I walked around the block, and were only too glad to be back home with the heat and humidity. I put the “handheld transceiver” up (we can’t call them walkie-talkies any more), and reheated some pasta for supper.

I got to thinking. It’s been fifty years since I had that Lafayette walkie-talkie. I still have it, so to speak. And, I still am walking around my neighborhood, trying to connect with Jake, Brian, Kent, Paul, Bryan, Mark, Dean and Chuck. I don’t know the names of the amateur radio operators — hams — like I knew those names. But, I still want to talk with them. The magic of radio communication still excites me. The exploration of the unknown brings me a sense of challenge, and in a way, adventure. Each contact I make is about nothing important, most of the time, but at special times that faceless voice becomes another friend. One afternoon I spoke with a gentleman who was on the way home from Richmond up to NoVA, after yet another cancer treatment for his 83-year-old wife down here. He was kind enough to share his story, and there on the radio I could pray with him for her treatment, her strength, and his struggle as a spouse to carry on.

I’m glad that today I’m still like that ten-year old cradling a shiny new Lafayette, wondering who might hear me from far away. May the quest to connect with others never leave me.

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